蒙福幸福blessed😇
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Recently I have been very depressed and emotional. Application for moe was unsuccessful, couldn't find new student etc. Every time I get very upset, 鸡米always try to cheer me up (and I think he got quite annoyed also😅) He always said, "Things will be better ok?" But sometimes I was like, "Yea, like you really understand my situation."
I tried to change my attitude towards my life now. Tried to be happy for stuffs. And now, I felt much more better.
Earlier this month, I was planning budget for my money spending. When I realised that I actually need more money, I hesitated for giving tithes and offerings. If I don't give, I can have more savings! I knew that God has given me a lot of blessings - job, place to stay, boyfriend that love me a lot... It was only my greediness, made me upset and stop giving thanks to Him.
After thinking about it so much, I finally left my life in God's hands. Trust him that he'll provide me with what I need. Let go and let God.
Recently I have been very depressed and emotional. Application for moe was unsuccessful, couldn't find new student etc. Every time I get very upset, 鸡米always try to cheer me up (and I think he got quite annoyed also😅) He always said, "Things will be better ok?" But sometimes I was like, "Yea, like you really understand my situation."
I tried to change my attitude towards my life now. Tried to be happy for stuffs. And now, I felt much more better.
Earlier this month, I was planning budget for my money spending. When I realised that I actually need more money, I hesitated for giving tithes and offerings. If I don't give, I can have more savings! I knew that God has given me a lot of blessings - job, place to stay, boyfriend that love me a lot... It was only my greediness, made me upset and stop giving thanks to Him.
After thinking about it so much, I finally left my life in God's hands. Trust him that he'll provide me with what I need. Let go and let God.
Of course we're not less valuable than birds. So I gave what I should give. And today, I got a new student, and it's starting in November. Thank God! All these time I've been trying to control my life, to get things that I want, but it just didn't work out. But now, I guess it's really like what 鸡米said, things are getting better.☺️
Also, here's something that I want to say to Mr.鸡米,
Happy 13th monthsary baby! You're the best thing that happened in my life ever. I really love you. Thanks for all your caring and love for me. Although I annoyed you plenty of times, but I know you still love me deep deep right😁 Me too:) I hope we continue growing together and guiding each other in life. ❤️Love you!
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